June 26th, 2009

just got an update on my internship and  it was SHIT! really i was emailed "sorry but there are persons more fitted with the skills we are looking for" it was really long ill copy paste it

Dear John,

We are sorry to inform you that we do not currently see a clear fit between your skills and experience and the job in question. We found you a very interesting candidate during the initial Interview/Test stage, but the current position demands that we are certain that the applicant has the exact needed qualifications from the very start.

We hope that you will not feel discouraged from applying for another job from our company in the future.

Thank you for your interest in WorldPartner.

Sincerely,

i dont blame them actaully i dont know my own skills, i may have no failing grades and i get a fair and good marks but i always question my abilities and shit.

im like a duck, calm and collected on the surface but under the water my feet are squarming and shit always out of control and althouhg i can keep my composure but im not all that im just a person who actauly doesnt know what things are.