June 24th, 2009

I have been meaning to write this; on that particular day well here we go on June 20, 2009 I had a get together actually 4 birthday celebrations in one, me, my best friend Janelle my sister Jeen and of course my Dad. Did you know that my dad and my best friend have the same birthday? And that one of the “kinakapatid” of my best friend has also the same birthday as mine?  Its quite a coincidence if you think about it, we will never forget each others birthday right. Because there is always something that would remind it somehow. Well anyway the party was a blast, we ate drank, played games, sung, and even tell stories of our past lives it was one of the best times I had with my friends in high school I was very fortunate they came even though they tried to trick me that they are not coming trying to surprise me, well actually it worked I believed the first 2 text messages and the third one was the killer. What gave them away was the phone call which was a little too far, if they hadn’t done that then the secret might be even sweeter. Well its still a surprise for me they came 5 of the closest friends I have

Janelle

Carz

Tin

Fae

And Bianx

But of course the Boys: we are always tight

Julio

Posie

Mark B.

Gab

Py

Daryl

James

Enzo

Jasper (almost a last min. show!)

Ark

And Ryan

I would like to thank you all for coming to the joined celebration, I wished the night would never end and of course we would enjoy it forever. But as time will always cut you short the night ended we were all drunk as HELL!!!! Especially tin ahahaha PEACE!

And Am really sorry because one of my friends got scolded by their mom REALLY sorry!

Anyway there were un-finished businesses on that night regarding a particular letter that was supposed to be given me that night so after a few days C, J and I got together and they gave me the letter. I opened it and to my surprise there were 2 name tags that were sent back to me, which is WHY in the HELL will you DO that????

Let’s just say if you had something important a thing that you treasured or valued because it has a special meaning and you gave it too someone who you loved and then after some time that person whom not necessarily you still loved gave them back to you? What will you feel? What are you going to do?

Well I just asked her via text why she gave them back she replied:

She said: Binalik ko kasi important memory un ng HS mo.

I said: bkt mo pa babalik eh binigay ko na sayo un talaga what will you feel if something important to you na binigay mo sa iba then after sometime binalik bigla sayo ? anu ggwn m?

She said: ito na ung 22ong reason  kasi nawala ko ung mga bingay mong mga letters sa akin kasi nilagay ko un lahat sa  isang box, eh nakalimutan ko ung box  na un sa house namin dati nung binalikan ko wla na dun kaya ko binalik sayo kasi ayaw ko na maicip ung box na un.

I said: well kung valued m talaga ung contents nung box na un hindi mo ibabalik sa akin ung gamit na to kasi ito nalang ung natitirang mga remembrance at memories nung box na un kung importante talaga sayo un tatago mo ito hindi mo babalik sa akin, kasi anu gus2 mong gawin ko dito ngyon after all this time babalik mo lang pala?

She said: sorry hindi ko naicp un e.

…..

She said: sorry

I understood that she never thought over things clearly. She acted on her feelings at the moment and never understood the importance of the things she has done the effect and circumstances of the made actions. Regards with the letter she wanted to start all over, if she did want to she should be honest from the start don’t make silly stories that you happened to give it away because  you wanted to, she must tell me the real reason for that we are friends after all and we understand each other. Well to be honest she also mentioned that she has a new “her” changed for the better if this is was the new her, it would be really difficult for me to be close friends again because there is no trust at the start, there is no honesty and above all understanding on both parts.

Well I looked up some old things, pictures retreat letters and such.. I came across a phrase “ sana mas maging maganda ung friendship natin in the future, hindi ko sinasabi panget well kasi minsan un.  Hindi na kasha e.. ”

To me this was very important it reminded me on all the past difficulties problems and conflicts that me and my friend shared, and successfully we still over came that and stayed close and best. Thank you.